I am seeking.
What am I looking for?
I am looking for inner peace, direction, fulfillment, and to heal my inner child.
Last year was all about telling. Last year was all about surviving. Last year was all about making my way through. Last year was all declarative and exclamatory sentences. I didn’t utter one of those sentences alone.
This year is about seeking. This year is about looking back and looking to the future and making sense of all that’s happened in the middle. This year is all about healing and forgiving the sins of the past. This year is all about reclaiming my authentic self. This year is all interrogative sentences. This time I have to do a lot of the work on my own.
Last Wednesday I took my first step toward putting the pieces back together and deciding who I want to be in this second half of my life. No. There was no standing on top of a table and singing. *laughs* Maybe we’ll save that one for my birthday. I registered for Journalism 1 at my local community college. I start class on September 5. Wish me luck!