1. First of all, I’m sending you so much love and hugs right now.
    Second, I HATE HATE this expectation that because we’ve had cancer and are still here afterwards, somehow we must now be grateful for every single thing because, hey! It beats cancer. And hey! It’s better than not being here anymore.
    Screw that. You take all the time you need to process all these procedures and scars and everything else you’ve been through. Not that you need it from me, but I give you full permission to not just accept it and not just be okay with it. Someday, you might be. But you don’t have to be today and in my book you don’t have to ever.
    And I don’t believe in karma anymore at all. Not a bit.
    I don’t think you’ve done ANYTHING to deserve this. You are human – you have good days, you have bad days. Sometimes we can be mean and sometimes we can give more to another than we ever thought possible. But since I’ve met you, I’d bet a million dollars that you’ve done more good, kind, wonderful, giving things in your life than not. And this is not karma.
    I don’t know what it is. And I don’t think you deserve it. And I don’t know why it happens.
    I do know that I’m sorry you are broken and I wish I could fix it. And I wish that you have nothing more happen.

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