Day 279

I’m totally distracted writing this to you. I’m watching the train wreck that is Dance Moms. I.Have.No.Words.

Okay, um, regrouping. Who am I kidding? I love this stuff. But anyway, I decided to take last night off because I did’t have much to say and there was no real update and well I was feeling lazy. *laughs*

The weekend is just about upon us and round two of this slate of medical tests is coming up. This week I’m scheduled for an MRI of my neck and soft tissue. This is the long one so I think I may take my last Xanax to get through it.

See, I get here and I can’t think any more. I can’t bring myself to think about outcomes and results and where we go from here. It doesn’t help that there’s a spot on my head that’s a little raw. We’re watching it and if by Monday it doesn’t look any better we’ll call Dr. Matthews (plastic surgeon) and have it looked at. I’m fighting a lot of anxiety this week so I’m going to go watch Gene Simmons Family Jewels on DVR and zone out for the next few days.

Thanks for stopping by. I love you all.

Love,

~ Carol Anne