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  1. Jenn

    Angel is right! It’s time to fight this evil that is trying to take you over!!! Fuck that, tell the cancer it can’t stay and it needs to go!! I know how helpless you can feel, that lonleyness from being alone on that table, tho there are 20 ppl in the room! Yes this is gonna be one if those things you have to do alone, but you will be in every heart n mind of the ppl who know n love you!! I can say this confidently, going thru my anyerism ! I know how scarred you can be when you hear all the bad that can happen! But obviously the good of getting this shit out of your head outweighs the bad! I hope you have the fight in you(& I know you do) to roll up your sleeves and kick cancers ass!! Just tell it, that it can’t stay here anymore, it’s time for your cancer to die!! It’s been here long enough and it’s time for it to go!! I love you my dear friend, and I pray for you everyday! My life would not be the same had I not met you!! May God bless you and keep you safe!! (((((HUGS))))))

    • Carol Anne

      Jenn, I love you too. You’re right, my life would not be the same without you in it. You were there with me for my first concert, Bon Jovi at the Spectrum. You, me and my brother, who slept through some of it. LOL Jenn, I’m so glad you found me on Facebook. I’d missed you.

  2. Hi Carol Anne, it’s Eena.
    So sorry you had a bad night too. Sending my thoughts and prayers.
    Only just been able to have a flick through your blog, so sorry for all you’re going through. Your friend is very wise. This path is so scary: but you do it because cancer does not deserve to win. Will be praying for comfort and as much peace as possible before next week.

    • Carol Anne

      Eena, thank you for your kind comment. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. You are in mine as well. Keep fighting. I hope the chemo sickness starts to abide and you get to come home from the hospital soon. (((warm hugs)))

  3. Ren

    I found your link through Eena’s blog.
    I’m here to give hugs and prayers to you as well.
    You both sound so strong and brave. I’ve never had cancer but I have held the hand of my dear friend through her journey with uterine cancer and I saw that strength in her too, she was scared and ready to give up, but she didn’t, because their right, cancer deserves to rot in hell! She is now cancer free, but Lord knows the path there was hard. Stay strong!
    *hugs and prayers*

    • Carol Anne

      Ren, thank you for stopping by and commenting. There is a spot in heaven for you for standing by and holding the hand of your friend when she needed you most.

  4. Barbara (@ThisBarbara)

    Big time hugs to you, along with my prayers. I love your friend Angel’s words. Hang in there – and keep blogging – we’re here for you, my friend.

    • Carol Anne

      Thank you Barbara. (((hugs))) to you as well. Thanks for stopping by and commenting and Tweeting. I appreciate your support.

  5. marianne

    (((hugs)) to you. If they will let someone sta yin the room with you and family is working or otherwise unavailable I will be more than happy to stay with you. I may not have what you do, but i know the unknown is scarey. i deal with a lot of that with my heart testing. I will continue to pray that all goes well, but in any case, I am just a phone call away and more than willing to help wherever I can.

    Peace and love to you………

    Me

    • Carol Anne

      Thanks Mare. I wish I could have someone in the room with me but unfortunately you have to be alone when they do the radiation treatments. I very much appreciate the offer. Thank you for your prayers. They are greatly appreciated. How are you holding up?

  6. jenn weaver

    wow i forgot that was your first concert~~i wrote u earlier but i guess it didnt take it! i just wanted to tell u that those warning they gave you was probly from back before all these new advances and technology in cancer treatment! i know when we were growing up the c word was a death sentence. but now they can pinpoint where the chemo is going, into the tumor and not your whole brain!! i have 4 other friends who have had brain tumors, and they are all the same as they were before treatments. i pray that happens for you too!! <3((((huggs)))

  7. SC

    *squeeze* I wish I could say something that will make you feel better. I have faith everything will be alright. You are owed it afterall. I love you and we are all here for you.

  8. jenn weaver

    I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND U KNOW I LOVE YOU !!!! OF COURSE IN YOUR CORNER GIRL, ALWAYS NO MATTER WHAT ITS ABOUT!!! U ARE ONE OF MY LIFE LONG BEST FRIENDS, EVEN THO WE LOST TOUCH FOR A WHILE!! AND WE DO HAVE PINA TO THANK FOR US FINDING EACH OTHER AGAIN!!
    HOPE U HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!<3 (((HUGS))))) BIG OLD BEAR HUGS!!!!

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