I look healthy in today’s photo. I feel good too. My eye has finally cleared up, my cold is mostly gone and I slept from about 2am until about 6am this morning, unmedicated and undisturbed. Don’t mind the tank top, it’s been unseasonably warm here the past two days.
I have a story to tell you that I actually should have told you on Easter Sunday night. As you know I’m very very scared about my upcoming radiation treatments. Well it rained Easter Sunday evening and afterwards I went outside in search of a rainbow to photograph. Lo and behold there was one. It was faint and hard to see but it was there. I can think of no better sign than a rainbow in the sky on Easter Sunday evening to prove that everything is going to be okay. Every time the worries creep in to my head I try to remember the rainbow and the beautiful sky after the brief rain on Easter Sunday evening.
The clearing western sky was gorgeous. It made me think of paintings depicting the resurrection.
As much anxiety and worry and fear that I’ve dealt with throughout this process there have been equal moments of peace and serenity. My friend Angel always says to listen to the universe. Well I’m choosing to listen to the rainbow and golden sunshine on this day of rebirth to see me through the frightening 2 months to follow.
Thank you so much for stopping by every day to read and comment. I say it daily but that makes it no less true, I love you all.
~ Carol Anne