Day 102

Last night, shortly after posting day 101 I had a horrible bout of anxiety. I haven’t been that anxious since I left the hospital. I don’t know what brought it on but I’m glad it was gone by the morning. I took 2 Tylenol PM and just tried to go to sleep. It took a few hours to settle down but once I settled down I slept until the alarm went off at 6:30am. I’ve been fine all day and I’m hoping it will stay that way.

The stitches come out tomorrow. I’m hoping I can go back to wearing my wig and that she’ll give me the go ahead to start radiation. As scared as I am of the radiation treatments I really want this all to be over. Tomorrow will be 6 months since I was operated on. I’ve grown weary of the process. I’ve grown weary of doctor appointments and procedures and tests and just of everything to do with cancer. I’m ready to move on. So say a prayer that all goes well tomorrow so all can move forward.

Thanks for stopping by to read and comment every day. I love you all.

Love,

~ Carol Anne